Entry title: emotionally unstable .
Date / Time : Thursday, 19 November 2009 / 6:25 am
depression mode .
don't ask me what's wrong with me .
cause i seriously don't know .
it's all the little things that i've been keeping to myself ;
&& now , i can't seem to hold it in anymore .
everyday i force a smile for everyone .
but i can't take it anymore . i've bottled up way too much .
i'm blowing up .
i can no longer put on a mask .
a priceless mask that nobody ever saw through .
the very mask which is thinning , like my faith .
i feel like i'm lying to myself .
&& even worse , i'm lying to everyone else .
i can't do this anymore . i breaking down , baby .
i can't handle my life anymore .
i'm not as strong as i thought i was .
i'm breaking down .
baby , you've always been there for me .
will you be there to catch me when i fall this time ?
Labels: evaporating faith .
